Life

2009-04-23T05:23:00.000-07:00

Since an incident happened to me, my self confidence was lost , i was lost. I have no idea what am i doing. I felt the coldness, the anger, the pain and the people surrounding me have lost their senses. Everything is cold, lifeless only sadness and despair lurks around.

I was hoping that going back to the place that i feel secure will bring me the comfort that i needed most in a critical time like this, my teenage fellowship. I was hoping that it could healed me in times like this, but instead one of my church mate had done something that made me even angry. I totally burst out, since that day the brotherhood that we once had was completely demolished, my trust was totally lost. Teachers blame me for what i've done, i did the right thing actually, i know that christian should forgive and forget, for me it takes time.

Friends, once i had a friend who was now an asshole, he chose fame instead of friends, for me having a friend like this is better off having a dog by my side. For my advice to you , if you ever read this is stop faking what ever that you are doing its just a waste of time.

life every time it gets harder, it gets more sorrow, but it makes us grow.

j e f f

Life